And today I woke up content. You didn’t haunt my dream, and I woke up not reaching for you. I went about with my morning workout and breakfast without feeling the need to check if you texted or snapped me or not. Mornings are when I usually feel the most depressed but I woke up okay. I wasn’t sad nor was I ecstatic, I was simply content. Either I have finally accepted the reality that you’re not coming back or maybe I have just become numb to the pain. I’m not quite sure why I woke up okay because I’m so used to the waves of pain that crash upon me within each millimeter that I open my eyelids. Maybe my heart decided to give me a break today. But who knows I might wake up tomorrow restless and reaching for you. But today was definitely what I needed. It gave me a sign of hope that it will get better. I hope for more mornings like this. But this was enough to get me by. I needed this.